(2007-08-26 17:54:29)
音乐：may it be.mp3
昨天下午训练后，回家的路上理了头发。继上个月因固定的大工返乡换了个师傅持剪而导致发型残败影响市容20余天，今天终于盼到了玻璃窗后那个熟悉的身影。他是个成都四川人，30+，领袖头，而且已经很秃了，每次看到他我都仿佛看到了自己的未来。以前我的发迹非常的齐，有照片为证，可这几年的健身房训练以及大量补剂的使用让身体内原来水平的荷尔蒙雄性激素飙升，激素型脱发的症状也越来越明显。我也只能苦中作乐，阿Q般那样庆幸自己随了爷爷的款式非爸爸那样秃顶，而不是奢望压根儿没有脱发这么一回事。真让人难堪啊！身为一个同志的我力争在任何方面绝尽全力做到完美，可这个事情我回天无术，暗自做了决定，在情况恶化到自己不能接受的那个临界点上，坚决走和尚路线。弄头发也不光是了赶走遗憾的样子，因为今天要和木木一起看电影、晚上还约见了在到北京换车去武汉临时歇脚的King、夜里目的地酒吧三周年店庆的活动。
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这虽然是我第三遍去看《哈5》了，不过却是第一次感受IMAX版，60米高的荧幕我想不管放什么都是非一般的感觉，再加上最后20分钟用戴眼睛享受的3D效果，看似伸手可及的人物、近乎发生在身边的魔法、逼真的环绕立体声，除了大呼“过瘾”之外，同时让你又开始琢磨是不是还该再看一回。唯一美中不足的就是立体眼镜，大的能遮住你的半张脸，只要戴上它，若你再有个发福的身材配在一起，看起来就好象某位已经隐退的书记似的。而且弄得鼻子耳朵不舒服。别看木木坐在我身边只隔着一个可以随时向上收起的影院座位把手，虽然我一直努力示好、尽可能在自然、低调的范围内光鲜着，但我知道他的心还在那个用非语言的方式已经做出了与他分手的姿态、我料定晚上会在酒吧见到的那个人的身上。除了电影开始前我们坐在PIZZA HUT里等时间吃沙拉谈论某个选秀节目中、他和我都有过亲密接触的一个象吸血鬼般不论在财力物力上占尽同志爱人便宜、满嘴没一句实话、极其会做表面功夫但内心却又空洞无比、年近30蒲公英般一头白发眼角皱纹堆累还玩命装嫩做青春状却扎在比自己小10几岁的男孩群中、做着与自己实际年龄顽强抵抗的歌手那20分钟，其他时间和木木的谈话明显让人感到有短痕，好象在无话的时候他的思想会飞出身体云游一样。
老时间我来到了老地点，酒吧门口看到穿黑T-shirt手提着两个袋子站在那里来回张望的King，也许是我事先知道了他此行的目的，我感觉他的眼神和周围的人大不相同，少了许多“目的”的瞳孔在“目的地”灯箱的衬托下、只有一个“地”字般显得更加地单纯。我们并不陌生，虽然在以前只是MSN聊天和BLOG文字里的交流，但这足以作为真人版交谈的铺垫与谈资。他还带了特产，让我觉得手里的袋子更加地沉。
周六本已拥挤不堪的酒吧在“三周年”主题活动的催情下变得象个吃撑了还便秘的孕妇。左右两个门堵得象工作日上午8点的地铁车厢，酒吧内房间的过道好象没有扶手的能直罗锅的300公交。虽然老板为了生意在几年前盘下了隔壁墨西哥盘子餐馆扩充了酒吧空间，但相比同志们心中因夜色、体味、面容、身体等各种因素膨胀的贪婪欲望，却显得那么微不足道。我曾经说过，酒吧的空间和买冰箱的道理一样，就算是买了人都能钻进去的10开门的，不出一周，你照样会把冰箱塞得满满地。门票40元额外带张礼品券，虽然纪念品发的是印有“目的地‘左一年右一年三周年庆’”字样、让人穿不出去的T-shirt，但从品牌推销的角度上来说，这件事情做得是既漂亮又洋气。
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这次酒吧，是为了向BF表示忠诚、告别两年的夜生活后因分手而重新开始用“晒月亮”的方式娱乐自己最开心的一次。我见到了好多认识的人，大猫伉俪，他BF第一次见真人，比照片里要更秀气和腼腆；TONY ZHANG伉俪，也是第一次见他BF，比MSN头像里要清爽很多，而且人很健谈。是啊，拿着酒杯与BF混抱在一起亲来亲去的同志怎么会不健谈呢？何况我有一次二棱子似的光着上身和TONY视频，全然忘了他身边还会有个人在看着屏幕；还有张哥伉俪，传说中的他BF的形象和眼前这个活人给我很大的反差，与其说惊叹对面前这个人，不如说自己因觉得其实完全不了解张哥的喜好而无比羞愧；还有左老师，喝得跟“麻小”似的，满脸笑容，超级可爱，若不是围在他身边的人我一个都瞧不上，定是要和他多聊上几句。还有小甘和小余，虽然今晚打量我的人不少，但来酒吧开心的人谁又会拒绝更多的关注呢？和这两个光着上身晒得黝黑的帅哥聊天我到是赚了不少的眼球，相比之下，我这带领的POLO衫则显得太过保守与没眼力劲儿，大刹了这左右二人美体所形成的自然风景，没办法，这就是我，脑袋里虽然有点新思想但股子里传统还守旧，“捏主义”路线目前对我来说还是最合适不过。
他在我意料中出现了，在看到他的脸的那一刻我不禁为自己的神算而感到自满。我甚至猜到了他的表情和可能会围绕在他身边的人与这些人的类型。快乐洋溢在他的脸上，与朋友的亲昵和拥抱浑然一体，从他的所呈现出的所有，表情、行为、气场，你实难想象在这背后会有一个人在零点发消息告诉我睡了却在尽三点的时候再次发来消息说想他，想这个我眼前自如游荡在酒吧里的人。当然，如果你曾经经历过让你头脑发热、除了某个人这个世界上的一切都不重要并可以毫不犹豫地扔掉一切的感情，那么我相信，上面所说的也就可以在你脑中形成模糊的图象并似曾相识般地让人容易理解了。
我得到并超额完成了木木所需要知道的信息，他肯定还在等着我的短信，但我却不忍心告诉他。可再仔细想想，其实什么样的信息他都会接受，因为对对方不可理喻的爱，可以征服并屏蔽所有坏消息，在大脑里短暂而有效的自我麻痹后，木木会继续着对那个人的爱。
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