(2007-08-19 22:52:41)
音乐：highland.mp3
由于昨天晚上回家太晚，以至于将近午饭时间的苏醒是在母亲第五次催促下骤然产生的。母亲的理由是简单而神圣的，在她的催促下，我滚下床去洗淑，套上个随手可以抓到的背心和短裤，下意识地拿起手机跟着早以换好衣服的母亲下了楼。
她一边熟练着打着轮将车开出小区，一边好象自言自语一样向坐在后坐上的我说着此次出行的原由：“今天是我和你爸爸结婚30周年纪念日，30年前的七夕这一天，不过那年不是19号，而是8月21日，那可是个特别的日子。十一界三中全会召开，在我党历史上具有里程碑的意义，拨乱反正、改革开放政策、实现四个现代化路线政策的……”旁边付驾驶座上的父亲虽然扭头看着窗外，但是我知道他在微笑。突然，我感觉这好象是家里买了车这么长时间以来头一次三人驱车一起出行，一种说不出的压抑感觉顶在我的胸口。我只问了去哪里吃东西，一路上并再没有开口。
尽管这个周末正当“单双号试运行”，但就餐停车依然是个难题。还好，我们只从原目标餐厅改变了一次行程，不过还是将车停到了街边，在团结湖的金鼎轩吃的饭。饭菜很简单，不过是借着“解放双手”的方式加以庆祝。好象总是这样，每次一起吃饭我都会让他们俩并排坐在一起。不过今天这个由头下，让我在提议举杯时突然不知道要说什么好。只笨拙地挤出了两个字，用他们的儿子一贯的调皮方式：“快乐~~”。
饭菜点的不多，但还是剩下了，一向节余的母亲今天却没有唠叨什么，好象她能够理解天热带来的胃口下降所导致的轻微浪费。结帐、买单、要餐盒，父亲把盘子里的菜夹到盒里盖好，母亲则在旁边帮着撑开塑料袋，这不能再熟悉的情景让我不忍看下去，多看一眼只会让我觉得更加地尴尬。这平常而又温馨的场面仿佛象是在其他用餐的众人面前轻蔑地奚落我一样，仿佛在挖苦着我殊途同归般的单身境况，仿佛在讽刺着我为了寻找与他人不同的爱情而心力憔悴注定孤单的未来。好象怕光的鬼，我一时间不敢抬头着面前的这对夫妻。在我看来，不管这几十年出现了多少风雨，能共同走来就代表这一种成就与胜利，手没有彼此松开，谁又在乎共同患难的肩上、证明风雨历程的伤痕有多难看呢？比起他们，我与两任BF四年的感情生活显得那么苍白无力。“30年！3年的我在未来会拥有么？”这让人羞愧的默念直到回到家中，也未能因别的什么事情而赶出脑外。
关于今天这个节日的祝贺短消息远没有其他节日的在我同志通讯录里那么流行，除了在MSN和QQ里有人用找话说的方式询问我“和谁一起过的”之外便没有其他的了。在我疯狗一样对每一个祝福“节日快乐”的人回复说：“你是在挖苦单身的我么？”后彻底安静了。“是啊，节日是考验人际关系与自己是否真的孤单的评价的最好时机。”我对自己狰狞地说。此刻，你身边是否有人陪、如果没有，是否有人值得让你联络来陪、是否你联络得上好成功让他出现在你身边并摆脱一个人的状态，的的确确是个不小的挑战。此刻，而我能做到的则是完全不联络，来避免忙活一圈却依旧孤单一人过节的难堪结局。
搜寻我的手机电话本，配得上七夕祝福的寥寥无几。于是，转向单身的朋友们，我祝他们在下一个七夕里会有个什么人伴在左右。
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